im SUPER hungry now! didnt eat much in school and im starving now! =( im now eating all the junk food i can find in the house. hahah. my cough hasnt recovered and im munching on the cookies again. xP


stress is building up. got a lot of things going on now. common tests for physics, chem and maths in few weeks' time. i've been really worn out. just trying my best to keep things going. i guess i just draw strength from the friends around me and my dreams.

sometimes i wish i have someone to literally lean on. when im feeling so so tired, i often wish someone would be there to lend me his shoulder; someone for me to pour out my woes. more often than not, i tell ppl being single is the best cuz you won't be tied down by all the commitments and have the freedom to do what you want. but recently, im dreaming how nice if i have someone always beside me, supporting me all the way; someone to dote me, love me; someone for me to care abt; someone for me to cuddle in his arms. of course, it's only a fleeting dream. hahah.

im quite determined to live my life alone, maybe just for now. i cant bring myself to wholeheartedly trust someone anymore or maybe im just afraid to suffer anymore heartaches and tears.

although there are times i really dream and yearn someone who will be with me always, im really satisfied about my life now. i have great friends around me and a loving family to count on. hopefully, this lonely feeling will pass soon.



im going to study real hard this weekend cuz next weekend i will be at a SAFRA club at changi. having a chalet for my cousin's 21st bday. really looking forward to it! ((:

posted by pam @ 6:12 PM